It's a few days before my Chelsea interview and at the moment I'm not fazed at all.
I know that come Friday morning I'll be petrified but I've been feeling pretty good about stuff lately. I've been in a mood where I really believe I can do most anything. It's good. I really believe that I can get into Chelsea, Camberwell, East London, wherever! And if I don't it's not the end of the world, I just hope they do accept me.
That'd be amazing.
Being accepted to Chelsea/Camberwell.
I've got quite a bit of work to do tomorrow, I've got to get as much as I can into my new sketchbook, it's completely empty at the moment.
I've got all my ideas, I've just got to get them down.
It'll be my first time working with video, which might not be the best idea as it could be a complete fail, but it's a new challenge and something I really want to do.
Life's been good recently.
I'm coming to terms with the whole "living away from home", I'm going to miss this place though.
Alice and Hugh are playing on the Wii, Mario Kart to be precise, it's my game next.
God I'm really going to miss them.
I know I haven't been the best sister, jetting off, locking myself in my room to do my work, sleeping, working and just generally not being with them as much, but I'm going to miss them.
They annoy the hell out of me.
But they're my little squirts.
It's nice to think that in a few months things will be better though.
Yes I'll be away from home, my friends and family, but I'll make new friends, I'll be doing something I love, in a place I love and most importantly, nearer to the one I love.
Things between us have never been better, yes we've had a few tumbles recently, but the short amount of time it's taken us to get over them has been amazing. And once we are over them it is like nothing has happened. We're still as in love with each other as we ever were, more so in fact.
I've never been so in love.
Life is really good.
I really should be doing work, but I'm going to beat my brother and sister on the Wii.
I'll do work later.
But now I leave you with this.