I feel like I'm losing hold of everything.
I know I need to let go for things to be fine.
But I'm scared that if I let go I'll lose everything.
All this distance is really getting to me.
That and not knowing my futture.
I think that if I knew what was happening next year, if I was certain that things would be okay then maybe I woudln't be so stressed and worrying.
I woudln't be messing everything up.
I just need to be paitent and hope.
I need to let go.